Tuesday, March 11, 2014

Gloomy tango

again the September wind blows
in a cold evening after the rain
fill my heart sorrow in pain
on my feet that follow the rythm of solemn
while suddenly dancing with a stranger lover
two heart beat at once and hover
wondering how different our grooves and moves
and yet in sync with the sound of music tat lingers
in the air that fill with swift passionate love
along with song that keep on playing
as we reach the last step, it completes the melody of longing

Saturday, December 7, 2013


Boleh jadi, hujan yang turun jadi nyaman
ada yang jadi kuyup..basah
lebatnya hujan..diredah
tatkala Nelson Mandela meninggalkan
dunia buat selamanya
ratapan tangisan bagai Hujan,membanjiri Afrika Selatan
mereka  di Pantai Timur, tenggelam..mengharung banjir kehujanan
sedih...dimana,ketika...menghambat jiwa, kita serupa
yang bernama manusia, namun cara sahaja berbeza
begitu perihal HUJAN, turun di tanah bumi yang satu
tempat kita berpijak sekarang dan sejak dulu..

Tuesday, August 6, 2013


‘Whoever stands (in Qiyam) in Ramadan out of faith and expectation (of Allah’s reward), all his previous sins will be forgiven.’ ” (Sahih Muslim)

The are just few days ahead before Ramadhan comes to the end, for this year and yet I still find myself looking forward some more times, and i wish to have more times to spend to fill this little space for tahajjud, qiyam, saum, doing charity, buy food for others or sadaqah...but yeah we can never stop time for even just a second, it flies by the days and seasons.

Have i thought of regretting myself, for not being able to do things that i planned in this month, however we can never turn back time. Things had happened, where u spent your most times, who you met, any significant event which you can never forget, but yeah...we always have to bear in mind that TIME WAITS NO MAN.

As we refer to surah al-'Asr, it talks a very meticulous description about time, and warns people who dawdling as we are getting near along with our age, to the definite end of time...which is DEATH

" Every soul will taste death. And We test you with evil and with good as trial; and to Us you will be returned"

Thus, we shall not wait for giving any excuse not to do righteous, for ourselves, others and to our LORD the ONE and ONLY, the people who are considered to be successful in life..and insyaAllah in hereafter as well...are those people who are taking care of their SOLAT on time...and really particular in doing their responsibility are reciprocal relationship of their good deeds to God and responsible for those who have their rights upon us

Apparently, Allah SWT have discussed about those people who are precise with 5 time prayers in Al-Quran, are true believers and indeed the victorious people:

In the Name of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful

1. Successful indeed are the believers.
2. Those who offer their Salat (prayers) with all solemnity and full submissiveness.
3. And those who turn away from Al-Laghw (dirty, false, evil vain talk, falsehood, and all that Allah has forbidden).
4. And those who pay the Zakat .
5. And those who guard their chastity (i.e. private parts, from illegal sexual acts)
6. Except from their wives or (the captives and slaves) that their right hands possess, for then, they are free from blame;
7. But whoever seeks beyond that, then those are the transgressors;
8. Those who are faithfully true to their Amanat (all the duties which Allah has ordained, honesty, moral responsibility and trusts etc.) and to their covenants;
9. And those who strictly guard their (five compulsory congregational) Salawat (prayers) (at their fixed stated hours).
10. These are indeed the inheritors.
11. Who shall inherit the Firdaus (Paradise). They shall dwell therein forever.

Hence, we can understand the significant behind the importance of solat, even there are secrets behind which are still beyond our knowledge...but Allah rewards are so bounty...therefore,what else are we asking for? aren't we heading to the final destination there? suppose we treasure every moment in this life, go deep and enjoy for being a true Muslim, know who you are, what is the real purpose of life...and to where we are going to spend the end of our life time..life is short...as we are traveling to the eternal world for a never ending life....Wallahua'lam

Thursday, July 18, 2013


It has been sometimes, i didnt write in this blog. Busy???!! yeah..perhaps..but yeah actually i did make myself occupied, duhh..hahaha

Ramadhan comes again, and it is really a different and yet exclusive feeling which i can't tell..or describe

All i know is..the feeling..is calm..harmony..and blissful

What a such great bountiful rahmat and blessings which have been given to us by ALLAH

When Ramadhan merges, it's lighten up our day, purify our heart, mind and soul..by filling our each second with ibadah, zikr, solat, qiraatul quran, tadarrus, tadabbur, attend kuliyyah, classes, tazkirah.

This blessing month, we will find our self, who are not like in other months, we are looking for GOOD DEEDS in every chance, giving sadaqah, helping people, giving away free foods and drinks, where we also surprise with our self as well

Thus, BEING GOOD, in a humble ways, trying to be ONE...or at least do any GOOD DEED, are part of our very nature..FITRAH INSANI, to be GOOD, by improving of being BETTER..in the journey to be the BEST

My beloved fellows..yes..YOU..YOU!!! hihihi...as i LOVE YOU...yes i do..LOVE YOU for the sake of ALLAH, lets celebrate this holy month. Do GOOD, to improve for BETTERment, in the journey of being the BEST, for this month, through out the years for the rest of our life.

This month teaches us to practice doing GOOD...so why do we still give reasons not to????!!!

my last word which is not least..RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK..save our nights for LAILATUL QADR, keep praying...for ALLAH'S BLESSING...for dunya walakhirah

UKHUWAH FILLAH-syahidah bintun khalid^_^

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Tentang seseorang

Dan pada suatu hari…tak terjangka
Aku kembali merangkul kenangan yang bertebaran
Terbang bersama bayu bertiup menjauh
Entah kemana selama ini,
Ku sangka telah hilang dan kekadang ku terlupa
Setibanya fikiran diulit sakti cinta
Tentang seseorang, di bangkitkan dari mimpi
Seakan ketika titisan hujan yang membasahi
Kukutip butiran hujan pada setiap satunya
Tersimpan kenangan dari nafas cinta seseorang
Dan daku keseorangan, menghayati bait senandung
Romansa sukma yang rawan…aku jadi kaku
Amat suci untuk ku simpan dalam balang kaca hatiku

sampaikan salamku

Angin seroja bawakan salamku berbaur galau hati
hening pagi meraut rasa bawa ratapan pergi
deruan ombak bermelodi sendu nafas sepi
perajurit pertiwi, ku dendangkan irama ingatan mewangi
tanda hormat yang tertulis disejarah pertiwi
kekal membara semangat api
sederas ombak menghempas kebumi~


aku menyusuri jalan kenangan
sekian kalinya air mata yang tertumpah
ku ambil dan kusulami kembali
retak-retak di hati
menyesali kekhilafan diri..
kerana seribu kemaafan..
tak mampu mengubati keterlukaan
aku hanyalah manusia lemah
wahai tuhan..kepadamu aku berserah